I forgot you were here!

It's been since I posted a blog and just seemed like an afterthought after everything. 
Don't really know why I would post a blog except to vent and at the worst opurtune time in the far future this information can be used against me.  So hey, why not add fire to the scars left from my meaningless adventures.

Well, I'll this as an intro and start from here on writing about my bicycle adventures of a fat man who is too heavy to be content!

Coming soon,

The adventure of Falling Wheels!

Game Dev Story Stories

          There are games that are fun and addicting like Angry Birds that you just love and will play often.  Even go as far as purchase a cute fluffy toy of them (I have yet to but $20 bucks is too much to pay for each one!).  Heck I loved that game and proudly said:  there won't be another as addicting as Angry Birds for me for a few years...

Entering from left corner:  Game Dev Story...

          Have you even tried this game?  Freaking funnest game I have played in a long time!  (Quick disclamer:  I am only talking about games for the iphone/android markets, I love games in consoles and ds's and psps and saw potential in phone games but could not have care less until now...) 



     The premise is that of any gamers dream:  work and maintain a game studio!  I guess Simcity lite and cute or, fine, the Sims I should say, but has so many little things that as gamers we find huge humor on them, someone who loves RPGs will adore, and all those tower defense people will find its charm aluring after less then 3 minutes.

   So why blog about it?  Well Gameinformer.com just announced that this particular company has several other games overseas, and its newest one is a game shop game in the vein of Game Dev Story and I can't hold my glee over it!  I want it stateside NOW!  So might as well talk about this amazing game, get people to buy it, adore it, rinse and repeat the praise until the company has more than enough reasons to port it here!

In other words

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When been pissed off means no peace

I don't mean to nag in a blog.

I, however, have failed to find another outlet. So I won't breathe until I finish this blog for the sake of not making this too long. Fortunately I got too much to say and freak lungs.

I am working most of the day and I am fortunate enough to have my own office for my business in Network Marketing. A great industry in these horrible economic times where everyone around me is getting fired! Ironically one person got mad at me because out of all that very specific group I am the least educated (mind you I got some college but no degrees like them) and I had the most "secure" and prosperous job.

So I do get a fair amount of downtime in my business when I choose too provided there is a chance to do so. Not always possible but frequent enough to keep my sanity. However, even in this idealic state I do not get to do all the things I need to do. Wether they are for the business or for the home. This has caused my wife and me to fight over meaningless things that she finds overwhelming.

I try to nudge her along because by doing so I can help her overcome such trepidations. I consciously do this because I keep thinking something awful may happen to me due to the worsening state of been in this world and I NEED to know that she can handle a world where she is not been spoon-fed. We have two kids who are still innocent and it kills me to think that without me they be left all alone.

Recently she fell for a scam that took us outta 400 dollars. Instead of getting mad at her I tried to reason with her on how to get it fixed and what it means for us. After blaming herself pretty harshly we moved on to a few days later.

Yesterday she called the company to finish one of the last steps (the only she would be involved in) and she was freaking out. She called me at work. Funnily enough I was having a comedic encounter with diarrhea at the office and was in a good mood somehow.

The mood was shattered when I questioned her about the answers she got from this evil corporation ripping naive people off. I just needed to know certain things for peace of mind and others to know what I should expect. She took it differently as usual and said I was attacking her. Then she did the one thing that really really pisses me off when I am talking to someone...

She hung up on me.

Then she wouldn't answer anymore. I hate that. The rest of day was broken and home life was miserable and my kids always know this and get sad too. From there on I just stayed in my personal room and worked on anything and all. We keep fighting every time we see each other. It's just so heartbreaking.

I just had to let it outta me.

for the first time and to repeat

Well well.

I love blogging but had little to do and since my friends told me no one reads this I decided to keep it loose and bland with my opinions whether they are popular or not. If anyone reads these then feel free to let me know where I can be corrected.

I don't travel alot and as such my views are very self-centered in my own culture and ideas based upon my limited experiences. All that has happened to me has shaped me in ways i would have taken for granted if not for the people around me teaching me the little things in life.

I got two kids and they keep growing up as they told me I did: too damn fast! My little girl just began pre-k and before she went she was always at our beck and call but now she challenges everything we tell her. She cites that her classmates don't have to do chores or listen to anyone. Why should they? They are big enough to do what they want to. They don't need to read to know what something is about and therefore old enough to decide what not to listen to.

I was trying to reason with my 4 year old daughter but her mentality struck me with nostalgia reminding me of those olden days of my childhood that are not all that far behind. Married young and barely getting over my childhood golden hopes (nah I won't pretend too young at heart) I like to see them in a jaded view.

Jaded in that peculiar sense of given them the benefit of the doubt. Not much can keep a family together but just about everything can keep it apart. They are young and need guidance. I hope I am not the only one who thinks so out there.

All in all, it was hilarious hearing those words to to the lyrics of Malcom in the Middle coming out of my kids,

"Your not so big"

LOL
Love them to death
!!!
:)